13/10/2026
Bali ~ Island of the Gods ๐ด๐๏ธ
An island that has brought me to my knees purging and purifying. Of course the photos make it look like a paradise and illustrate that I must be having the time of my life, and yes it is a paradise and I am experiencing life in an entirely new way, through a new pair of eyes with a heart cracked wide open, but never forget two truths can exist at once. My time here is coming to a close this weekend. The energy of the land is heavy, heated, intense and activated. These are volcanic lands, Indonesia is covered in volcanoes. It activates the fire within us in a way of burning all that is ready to die. It brings up every ounce of discomfort that you have been expertly avoiding whilst in the comfort of home and the busyness of routine and familiarity. Solo travelling is one of the greatest teachers. When we solo travel our root chakra becomes deeply anchored into the chakras of Mother Earth. Each new country and landscape has its own rhythm, it's own heartbeat, carrying a unique frequency, message and medicine. We enter into a deeper relationship with the Mother, we can hear her loud and clear, she works through us like a spirit, scanning us of what is ready to be released and what we are now called upon to rise into. What was once a whisper now becomes a scream. What needs tending to? Then there is the ego's need to make the most of the trip, to spend your money on something life changing, to never miss out on a fun opportunity or a 'once in a lifetime experience', but you soon realise it is all an illusion. It is the fear programme playing louder than ever before. But how could this be? The moment we have been waiting for is finally here, how could I possibly miss the magic of this moment by getting tangled up again in fear, in lack and scarcity. There lies the paradox. The merging of paradise and prison. The paradise that is all around you and the prison that your mind wraps around it, trying to control your experience, curate your time, fill your days with activities because perhaps you will only ever be here once so you must live now!! Queue exhaustion - your body catches up with the illusion and at least you begin to see ๐๏ธ