24/09/2015
#84 I donno wer to start. But wen u r wid me, i criously don remember anythn.. not the time u were born, not ua fav color, not what is happenin in d world, not what i have to do. I remember only 1 thn. . . dat is d way u lukd at me wen u spoke sumthn, d way u blush n smile, d way ua hair comes in front, d way ua eyes express wrds, d way u react for evry small thn. . . I remember all dose momnts of small magic n simple surprises. I wana immortalize u fr d way u made me feel.
I had spent my time wid u cos i choose to spend it n i desire u with evry sunrise n sunset. evry time u spoke to me, i wanted to turn a blind eye to all who stare n becum deaf cos despite ua flaws n ua temperamnts, my heart feels safe in ua hands.
I had neva spoke abt dis in social media cos u neva wantd it to be spoken. im ua biggst fan n it existed only btwn u n me. I neva wanted 2 hav likes to knw dat i admire u or cmnts frm anyone to becum talk of d town. Our relationship was always dimensionless wich incubated inside d hearts of u n me. It was neva subjctve and i neva wantd it to be also. u were, u are n u will be my heart. I neva askd pic to post on fb wall nor to prove any world how much i adore ua eyes makes me feel evry mrn. Der isnt any public evidence of my luv but in d most beautiful place on dis earth, u find it(in ua heart). I alwaz wantd to create evry memory in d world with u not fr d world but fr me. I neva wantd u to sing fr d wrld but cos it makes me feel like ma wrld is movin wid me, i wantd u to sing. Its not fr d world i wantd u tell me evrythn, but d cmfrt i hav wen u r sayin it unmatched with sumone sayin d same.
Time will neva b same sweetheart. today u may socialize bt ma luv has struck in d frst so is so dense dat it ll take a life time to cm out. it all jus hapnd to be part of d game in wich u n me were d players bt d impct u creatd in my play was nthn shrt of ma impct in ma life.
Today, though it doesnt matter to me whether u remember me or not, i remember manythns. to d minutest detail psble, its about u sweetheart.
Thanks fr makin me write this.
Loads of love.