01/03/2024
๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ,
๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐
๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐ ๐๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ
๐๐ถ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐น๐น๐ท๐ช
๐๐ณ๐ต ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ก๐ข๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข ๐๐ณ๐ถ๐ป
I'm more of a psychopath than someone who you could actually love
I'm the phantom at the opera, you're the blood in my noir glove
I never meant to make you feel bad out of all my dimmest wit
Forgive me who had no idea of how different this would hit
I don't know why you thought the way you did, I swear I never changed a bit
I may be quite annoying but I never let my instincts slip
Been asking myself all the questions that you should be answering
How could you be so chill when I was bleeding from within?
You'd ignore me, see through me, then pull me through my hair
We'd screw up, we both touch then pretend I wasn't there
Was trying all my best to be the friends we always were
I was keeping us from breaking; uncertainty's what you prefer.
You would ask me for our keys, never ask me if I'm fine
Though it isn't what you should do but all I ask for is your time
Told me you already noticed, but why did you just stare?
All the hesitation to inform me must be coming from somewhere
I never liked you just because we shared the sheets and not the bed
Got no peaceful sleep at night 'cause you were messing with my head
I just grew so fond of you, but never saw you as the finest
Maybe it's just me craving for your side that's specific, real and honest.
I told some people 'bout what I felt but I still respect your name
I'm sorry if that happened; I wish you'd say the same
I've been blaming things on myself 'cause you don't speak for your side
Hope you understand you're stronger 'cause I'm not someone who could hide