29/04/2026
Hello peeps, I just want to rant here.
(PLEASE LISTEN & DON’T JUDGE)
Okay, I currently have a boyfriend. We’ve known each other for years and this is the healthiest relationship that I had after being in a toxic one. All I can say about my bf is that he’s the ideal partner of mine, like a fictional character from a book. He’s my very best but there are times that I think of someone (my first love, which is not him). And everytime I think about him, I always scroll on his feeds being curious about his life. I blocked him in all of my accs but I always found myself stalking him. He do have a girlfriend now and I can see that he’s very comfortable and happy with her. I’ve met some other guys after him and I couldn’t deny the fact that he’s the unforgettable one. Although, we didn’t have a good relationship in the past (third parties, misunderstandings, etc.), but I set it aside and always think of a good in him. There was good in him. I know I was wrong since I do have a boyfriend, but, I just can’t control myself on thinking about him at some times. And now, I feel bad for my current boyfriend ‘cause he didn’t know that thinking about my first love was the reason why I feel the loneliness sometimes.
I want to ask for help about what should I do in this kind of situation because I’m having a feeling of distraughtness
Submitted: Dec. 17, 2024 4:23:01 PM
