04/04/2017
#129
After coming back home from college, a biker daily use to follow me, asking my number ", mjay ap bht achi lgte ho, apka num mil skta hai". I ignored him every time but one day I couldn't resist myself that much & somehow caught in his trap. Typical Pakistani relationship chit chat started "from fav color to fav dress". Khana khaya jee kha lia. tm ne khaya, kia kr rhy ho" kinda rubbish started. We used to chatter daily on call messages, facebook, insta ,whatsap, whatsoever communicating medium exists in this world.He proposed me saying "I love you and I cannot live without you" Being first time in any relationship I was sort of overjoyed and happy. Use to think about him all the time.
Time passed then he called me on a date. Being immature and infantile I said yes. I was curious to meet a person whom I talk and think all the time. I thought I will secure and complete with him as every girl dreams about her Prince charming the same. I met him for the first time. That typical things "bht pyare lg rhe ho, Janat ki hoor se b ziada."Whatever he said I don't know but this is something every girl want to listen to and feel gleeful.
On second date he came to pick me on a car and took me to long drive somewhere in Motorway On the way he tried to do something that i wasn't feeling comfortable with. But he convinced me somehow. He had already booked room in hotel. I went with him inside thinking he is my husband and he has right over me. I didn't realize that time, I wasn't just going but I was about to demolish honor, faith, dignity of my whole family. I didn't realize that time my father who has brought me up, raised me to this level, When he'll come to know about this, he'll be no more a normal person. I didn't think of my family, my dignity, my Allah. I just destroy everything for a stranger who was just using me for his lust. He took pictures of me secretly and then started blackmailing me to meet again and again and not only meet him but his friends too so that they fulfill their lusts. The way that guy showed his love initially and convince me was remarkable. I couldn't even believe the person who made promises Janat ka sath, bachay, ghr, family, can do this to me. But It was me who was guilty. I would have realized this earlier.
Just a small request to the fellow girls "Wake Up" before its too late. Stop letting the beasts to use you for their lusts, You are honor of your family not a public property. Stop destroying yourself for some stranger in the name of love. You are the right of your prince charming who is suppose to be your husband after Nikkah. Do Not give your husband's right to any stranger else you will be called as "USED".For those beasts "If today you are doing to someone's sister/daughter, tomorrow someone will do it with your sister/daughter.
