Storyofmylife

26/01/2022

We always put their needs first thus where our biggest mistake is..its not easy to let go I believe in true love..where there's arguments nd fights. It took me a year to move on bt it only took him some days..i'm still learning the art of letting ts not easy bt I am really trying.sometimes I find myself thinking about the plans we had..it pains me to think pple have the guts to hurt others to this extent whr you find urself scared to talk to any man .I gave him my all.Yet it clearly wasn't enuf...Note to self try not to lose urself in your journey of love bcz love is truly unpredictable juss bcz you are ready to give it your all it doesn't mean evryone else does.Sometimes ppl won't meet you half way and thus something yuh have to live with it 😣

26/01/2022

I juss wanna love you ,I wanna give you my all before everything goes wrong .I remember his words as I hold them closer to my heart."Before everything goes wrong "and it did go wrong.As much as I promised to fight for us nomatter wat bt this was juss beyond. He told me he love me counteless times ,How much he cared nd I believed him would you blame me he looked so convicing and I felt mybe we hold the connection I thought he felt it too😣

12/09/2021

Life is unfair you get hurt and damaged by people who claim to love you and the world fail to understand why you are so difficult to open up again.when all you know is pain for some of us loving open is luxury..Living with depression is not easy it always creeps in when it wants to but I've been living with it for so long that I'm able to identify triggers and when I'm about to get an episode .Heatbreak in general as you go through it and you find yourself thinking you will never make it.The healing process seems impossible .It's unfortunate that you are come across people who you fall in love with and make great memories and they turn around to hurt you

22/06/2021

As I was trying to fix our relationship his mind was already made up. So changing him wasn't easy I kept holding on to him thinking that he will come back,bt I was only breaking my heart by waiting for someone who had already moved on.I watched him moving on forgetting that we once shared something special..I sacrificed my happiness because ts not easy to let go.It's hard to forget that I used to love someone who ended up breaking my heart I kept thinking abt good times we had.I stayed into a loveless relationship thinking that one day he will realise his mistakes and come back.He took advantage of my love for him i cared for him too much. The thing is sometimes we always know better bt don't do better because of our forgiving hearts I allowed him to play with my heart ,my kindness,my love and I forgave him so easily. He broke our promise bt I forgave him i gave him another chance knowing that he will do it again I juss gave him benefit of doubt because I believe in second chances. My kindness broke me and crushed my soul #

16/05/2021

Still gonna post hey guys been busy thank you for following mi sharing my story❤❤

04/03/2021

Is the pain worth ur life your own soul crushing down due to the pain that is held deep within. Is it worth it.Yes he s the only guy I was deeply in love with and it sure dd hurt but holding on into it will bring much more pain than wat already it is.."i juss wanna love you i wanna give you my all before everything goes wrong"i remember his words as i hold them closer to my heart.Before everything goes wrong and it dd go wrong.As much as I promised to fight for us nomatter wat bt this was juss beyond .He tld mi he love mi countless times hw much he care n i believed him would you blame mi he looked so convincing nd i felt mybe we have the connection i thought he felt it too bt it turned out ts the opposite.......wat really happened😏

11/02/2021

I am bruised inside ,I'm bleeding i have regrets of decisions and my obsession us to be loved.My world is cracked,crushed down and survival is a miracle. Hiding my pain is wat m gud at. Waving to the world with a biggest smile on my face tiptoeing with confidence,bt deep down I'm hurt I'm bleeding my heart is swollen at the end I'll hev to let it go....

11/02/2021

21/01/2021

Diary of a broken hearted girl

27/11/2020

World wat really happened wat hev I done ..all I did was to love someone that was the only crime i committed why is it so painful u thout they said love is a beautiful thing bt I've neva experienced such in my life whoeva said love must be blisses n roses was wrong t only bring stress ,heartbreak n sleepless nights love s painful it can kill you slowly dying from inside u feel ur soul crushing m angry at the world why is it happening to me ..what really happened... of a broken hearted girl